I didn’t think you were that bad. In fact, I had high hopes for you. I knew it wasn’t possible for someone to be consumed by the black tar inside their chests. And I was positive that nightmares only remained nightmares and couldn’t possible reflect into the light. But you mother, you showed me the greatest nightmare. You surprised me, surely you did, I didn’t think it was possible for a human being to lack so much compassion and care for others and instead be completely consumed with so much denial and selfishness. Oh mother oh mother, i surely knew, yes I knew from a young age that I meant no more to you than the dirt on the ground. But now mother, you’ve proved me wrong once again, that I mean nearly nothing. Oh mother, my dear mother. You’ve surprised me once again.
“Your lips. The way your eyes are constantly seductive. How you can never just kiss once, the way you dress. You’re literally the only person that can wear old man bowling shoes and still look adorable. How everything about your face is flawless, how classy you are. The way you smoke cigarettes is the most intriguing thing I’ve ever seen. When you sing, it takes my breath away, it’s so beautiful. How quirky you are when you make funny faces. The fact that you’re just Maia Jade. Everything about you is so significant. You’re not like anyone else. At all. “